I needed to start something...

I've been meaning to do something more with my life... other then browsing the internet, school and volunteering. Maybe starting my own business, but that's quite difficult for me to do since I'm just an amateur and don't know much.

Let me just tell you that I have big dreams that I want to turn into reality. My heart hurts (in a good way) just thinking about my dreams because it yearns for it...

Even though I'm taking up Apparel Industry Management at FIDM because I want to pursue fashion for a career, I FEEL, CRAVE, INSPIRE to be a HUMANITARIAN...not that I don't feel, crave, inspire fashion, because I do.. but being a humanitarian is soo much more and is on the top of my career list, actually if I could, I WILL make that my "lifes work"... (you don't know what your missing if you haven't tried volunteering & dedicating your time to help others in need, just saying)...

Humanitarian:

–adjective
1.
having concern for or helping to improve the welfare and happiness of people.
2.
of or pertaining to ethical or theological humanitarianism.
3.
pertaining to the saving of human lives or to the alleviation of suffering: a humanitarian crisis.
–noun
4.
a person actively engaged in promoting human welfare and social reforms, as a philanthropist.
5.
a person who professes ethical or theological humanitarianism.

I WILL fulfill this "prophecy"!, well actually its the definition of what a humanitarian is, but still I want to be/do exactly what it says...


but to move on of this subject, well lets just end it now, because i'm hella tired.